Frozen...
It's late, I'm on security at school, and I'm bored. I have to work till' 1:30 am and get up at 6 am to open everything that I just locked 4 hours earlier... yay.
Well, I just got back from the ol' V-to-the-ICTORIA this evening. I'm not gonna lie to you, but it was great to go back. Always nice to see the family, spend time with good friends like Bryn and the Roorda's. I also had the pleasure of seeing some good ol' church folk (including our lovely friends from Ladysmith) and I got to say a goodbye to my youth pastor, Rob Petkau, as he and his wife Jaime start taking the next step in the wonderful plan that God has for their lives. I'm gonna miss you old man.
Wow, I don't think it is possible for me to use anymore links.
Anyways, after coming back from the island and returning to the mountain, I feel like I am almost frozen (not physically). I am usually a very laid back and care-free person who knows where I'm going and when I'm gonna get there. It also takes a lot for me to get stressed out. But I've realized that I don't get stressed out, I just freeze. There are a lot on my mind right now about things that are happening in my life and about my future and there are some decisions that I am going to have to make soon. But because I have no idea what to decide, it just seem to freeze. My choices are so 50/50 right now and I don't know what to do. I am trying to trust God with it, but it is so easy for me to want to control my life and know what is gonna happen to me. I guess I just have to do my best "live by faith" (like my dad told me), trust that God will lead me in the right direction, and just let my burdens rest on Him.
God, please help me melt, I'm tried of being cold.
Well, I just got back from the ol' V-to-the-ICTORIA this evening. I'm not gonna lie to you, but it was great to go back. Always nice to see the family, spend time with good friends like Bryn and the Roorda's. I also had the pleasure of seeing some good ol' church folk (including our lovely friends from Ladysmith) and I got to say a goodbye to my youth pastor, Rob Petkau, as he and his wife Jaime start taking the next step in the wonderful plan that God has for their lives. I'm gonna miss you old man.
Wow, I don't think it is possible for me to use anymore links.
Anyways, after coming back from the island and returning to the mountain, I feel like I am almost frozen (not physically). I am usually a very laid back and care-free person who knows where I'm going and when I'm gonna get there. It also takes a lot for me to get stressed out. But I've realized that I don't get stressed out, I just freeze. There are a lot on my mind right now about things that are happening in my life and about my future and there are some decisions that I am going to have to make soon. But because I have no idea what to decide, it just seem to freeze. My choices are so 50/50 right now and I don't know what to do. I am trying to trust God with it, but it is so easy for me to want to control my life and know what is gonna happen to me. I guess I just have to do my best "live by faith" (like my dad told me), trust that God will lead me in the right direction, and just let my burdens rest on Him.
God, please help me melt, I'm tried of being cold.
posted by Reuben the Destroyer @ 1:31 AM
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